I will go on a study trip to Vienna from Tuesday onwards til Sunday night.
Sobbing ugly tears thinking about how I will watch a Ariane Mnouchkine/Théâtre du Soleil play live (Les Naufrages du Fol Espoir).
My friends - who are all either university lecturers and/or PhD students by now (oh God, I’m such a failure) - have already planned LE EPIC STUFF for us. Will be glorious and much needed. Haven’t been on vacation since Japan.. which was pretty much exactly a year ago.
idk why I’m posting this here. I had a moment?
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]Dead Things | Philip Glass (The Hours)
I’ve been in a weird mood all day, having to work (.. and well mostly enjoying it) on my thesis 24/7, knowing friends will go out today, not being able to be at the theater that is my second home.. but then people started jamming in one of the apartments in the street I live in and it’s wonderful and it mixes with the cars that drive through the rain-wet streets and there are people cheering on the musicians and I love cities.
YES WE’RE FINALLY DONE WITH FINISHING THIS SUMMER’S REPERTOIRE BOOKLET
now it only has to be printed
was such a fight as per usual
ah ;~;


damn guys, I feel terrible. Monday made my life hell as always and I couldn’t bring myself up to run, even though I usually never have this kind of problem. In the end I felt even worse because I. need. my. jog.
now a friend is about to come over, so tomorrow it is then. hardcore work out.